http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBSR_hwKXAM
"I hear you're living out of state, running in a whole new scene
I'm a satellite heart- lost in the dark"
Today kind of sucked, I'm not going to lie. Spanish exam went well I think, *cross your fingers*, and I got to go to lunch with my parents before they went back to Ohio. So far, so good right?
Now, I don't have feelings (crush sure, seriousness- no) for this guy from this week, but coming home to a message telling me how much of a player said guy is kind of puts a damper on the kick ass mood I was in over the weekend. I haven't told anyone any details other than Rachael and Elyse- this person just knew I like this guy and felt the need to warn me. I don't mind casualness- but I would like honesty if that's all it was.I don't want to have a relationship, especially not a long distance one. I want to be young and have fun, and experience life. I don't mind having a good time. I just need to know if that's all it was- because I had a great time. I just want to know if I need to not think about how much I enjoyed being with him/go get tested (ack!). Any thoughts?
Here's an excerpt of what I received:
"i don't want to like shoot your dreams down and such, but like i know hes the kinda guy that hides the fact that he will sleep with random people for one night, so I hope you used protection."
"he's the kind of person that uses his good looks and charm to womanize someone."
"i just don't want to see him use you you know? i mean its real easy to tell a girl shes hot gorgeous and beautiful, fuck the brains out of her so she likes it, and pay for dinner once or twice, so she'll invite you over again.what you think preston did over and over? convinced girls that he was really into them. its just the things i know and heard about him."
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Holy stinkin' crow. I hate to hear that. I mean...seriously. Buzz kills suck. I hope he is man enough to let you know whether this is the situation or not. What I would do is not obsess over it. I know a lot happened in two nights, and it's easier to give advice than take it, because we all know I'd be flipping if I was in that situation. What I would do is distance myself, and see if is really good on his word. Because if he is, he'll make a point to come after you. Because from what I'm told, boys like the chase. On the other hand, if you are serious about having fun and all that stuff...I say we go hunting. Haha, good old two single girls going out on the town. Doing what exactly? I don't know, whatever two cool people do :) PS: My online advice tends to suck...I think I can explain myself so much better in person...when I can stumble over my words and use my hands and all that.
ReplyDeletePS: Great song. It gets my heart going every time. And if the former post doesn't make sense, it's because I'm all sleepy on benadryl :) Haha...
ReplyDeleteThen we need to hang out sometime soon, irl.
ReplyDeleteI don't think this person was right about him at all, but even so, it could still be a 2 night stand that just happened to result in my having a crush. :/
Well, then let's be hopeful that that person isn't right about him. People can change, but let him prove to you that he has changed or that those accusations are false. And yes, let's hang out soon por favor.
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